sábado, 6 de noviembre de 2010

Pensamiento 2.

[Y fue cuando sentí un frío, un frío que no pertenecía al clima, un frío que estaba demasiado lejos para que lo sintiera, un frío que nunca imaginé... Esa frialdad.]

No sé como expresarlo, no sé como hablarlo, no sé como desahogarlo. Son tantas cosas que están en mi mente que ni siquiera se como ordenarlas.
Duele en lo que se convirtió, pero yo ayudé, mi razón lo quería, pero mi corazón se negaba y lo sigue haciendo.

"Si maldije el día en que tú llegaste, hoy me gasto la boca en pedirme perdón, por las veces que intento besarte, mientras beso a quien es hoy mi amor."

No puedo continuar así, intento ser fuerte, intento reír, intento sacar todo de mi corazón, pero no puedo... Necesito saber si en verdad sigue aquí, si en verdad tiene caso todo, si vale la pena la esperanza prometida...

Duele, duele demasiado... Creo que es la segunda vez que siento perfectamente algo así...

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could've been
But still you lived inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase
the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part

I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way,
no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you, would never come around
And still I wanna put this out.
You say you got the most respect for me, but
sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part.
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl

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